The Paradox of Belief -or- The Meaning of Life

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I’m sitting at a cemetery near where I live. A couple horses stand around near me, just past the fence, one eating grass, and the other licking and scratching its face on the bark of an old oak tree. I let go and thoughts drift through caverns and containers and finally join me here near [...]

Your Legs Know Where To Go -or- Jesus was a Meth Addict

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This story is excerpted from the Command Z Lower Body Course. You can get the course and a whole lot more by clicking here. There’s another link at the end of the story below. ————————————————————————- It was sometime in 2004 I think. Or maybe it was 2006. Actually it doesn’t even matter. Ukiah spells haiku [...]

The Day I Infiltrated an AA Meeting to Change My Brain

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I was sitting in my car alone after letting out the most blood curdling scream I have ever heard come out of my body. I felt as though my face was going to tear open as it spontaneously roared thru me… Whoa, Where did that come from? I thought, my body heaving, then relaxing over [...]

They lied to me.

It was supposed to be simple. It was laid out. Just fill in the blanks. Go to school. Get good grades. Get a job. Get married. You know the rest. The recipe for the good life. What everyone is selling, but no one is questioning. Hope it works! We could remove the self-development section from [...]

Be careful. Someone might see you reading this.

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This is about lies. We are about commit heresy: talk about reality in a world that’s sleeping. When faced with a  decision, how do you begin? Most will engage their system of probability in their head. They figure, well if I do this, then that has X% chance of happening. This has Y% chance. They [...]