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    The Paradox of Belief -or- The Meaning of Life

    I’m sitting at a cemetery near where I live. A couple horses stand around near me, just past the fence, one eating grass, and the other licking and scratching its face on the bark of an old oak tree. I let go and thoughts drift through caverns and containers and finally join me here near [...]

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    Your Legs Know Where To Go -or- Jesus was a Meth Addict

    This story is excerpted from the Command Z Lower Body Course. You can get the course and a whole lot more by clicking here. There’s another link at the end of the story below. ————————————————————————- It was sometime in 2004 I think. Or maybe it was 2006. Actually it doesn’t even matter. Ukiah spells haiku [...]

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    The Day I Infiltrated an AA Meeting to Change My Brain

    I was sitting in my car alone after letting out the most blood curdling scream I have ever heard come out of my body. I felt as though my face was going to tear open as it spontaneously roared thru me… Whoa, Where did that come from? I thought, my body heaving, then relaxing over [...]

  • They lied to me.

    It was supposed to be simple. It was laid out. Just fill in the blanks. Go to school. Get good grades. Get a job. Get married. You know the rest. The recipe for the good life. What everyone is selling, but no one is questioning. Hope it works! We could remove the self-development section from [...]

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    Be careful. Someone might see you reading this.

    This is about lies. We are about commit heresy: talk about reality in a world that’s sleeping. When faced with a  decision, how do you begin? Most will engage their system of probability in their head. They figure, well if I do this, then that has X% chance of happening. This has Y% chance. They [...]

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    Radical Undoing 101: Adventure included…just add you (video inside)

    An intimate peek inside Command Z’s Radical Undoing 101, plus Lance’s adventure field report (hilarious!) The Radical Undoing 101 Course consists of four components: 1. Physical Exercises. 2. Written Exercises. 3. Cognitive Experiments. 4. Adventures in the world. The Adventures available to you in 101 can be simple, exciting, frightening, and oddly profound. Command Z asks: Why [...]

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    The Gentle Art of Not Giving A Fuck

    With all the information available now, it seems everyone is an expert on everything. It can be tempting to join in the constant hysteria and try to sway or enlighten your company with your own meaningless points of view… Or, perhaps, you prefer to submit in obedience to your nearest alpha-intellect with his or her [...]

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    Drilling to the Core

    What follows in an excerpt from Garrett’s PDF for the upcoming Command Z Undoing course: The Core. Note: the course includes 2 hours of audio downloads, a PDF and workbook, over 3 hours of video demonstrations, plus more, which will be detailed in the next few days, leading up to the release of the course [...]

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The Body Has No Troubles

Have you ever seen a deer or a dog with just 3 legs? They don’t spend much time complaining. They just adapt to the new circumstances and keep doing whatever they want and need to do. The body adapts automatically to almost any new situation or circumstances it encounters, inside and out. You might argue [...]

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The Beginning of Wisdom

This article is about true joy. It proposes that true joy and wisdom are one and the same. Proverbs 9:10 is often mistranslated from Hebrew as, “The fear of the lord is the beginning of wisdom.” This has been used as justification for a rather tyrannical and wrathful conception of god as some warlike man [...]

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You Have Three Wishes

“If the development of civilization has such a far-reaching similarity to the development of the individual and if it employs the same methods, may we not be justified in reaching the diagnosis that, under the influence of cultural urges, some civilizations, or some epochs of civilization–possibly the whole of mankind–have become ‘neurotic’?” -Sigmund Frued, Civilization [...]

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do first, ask later: undoing the bathroom

when i was a teenager living at home, my dad decided to remodel the two bathrooms upstairs. he had never done anything like it before, but he didn’t waste time overthinking the process; after all, the first step was clear: smash the hell out of the existing bathrooms. i helped him a bit with that [...]

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the following was written in a state of profound dissociation: when a person is dissociated, mad, emotions just come raw, not attached to events, people or things. it’s like the weather. the force loses its form; there’s no understanding, no story, just the building blocks. but out of those building blocks come new stories – [...]

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radical undoing does what?

if you take the radical undoing online course and do the undoing work with us in one of the multitude of options available (skype, email, phone, in person), here are some things you can expect: –destroy limiting beliefs –tap into latent resevoirs of intuitive, creative, and psychic energy –increase vitality and health –acquire specific skills [...]